Noor – Ek Khwaab, Ek Haqeeqat

Episode 1: Bachpan ka Noor

Kuch jazbaat likhnay se zyada mehsoos kiye jaate hain... aur kuch rishtey kehne se zyada jeeye jaate hain. Ye kahani meri zindagi ke us haseen dor ki hai jahan sab kuch masoom tha, khula tha, be laaluch tha. Noor... meri phupoo ki beti... lekin mere liye sirf ek rishtedaar nahi, balkay ek ehsas thi jo bachpan se mere saath chalta raha.

Hamari pehli yaadgar mulaqat mere taya k betay ki shadi par hui thi. Noor hamare ghar rukhi hui thi aur us din pata nahi kaise, magar hamari ghanto lambi guftagu ne ek naya rishta janam diya. Main sirf 11 saal ka tha, magar uski baaton ka asar kuch aur hi tha. Us raat jab wo mere paas baiti thi, apna haath mere sir par rakha hua tha, aur main us waqt ko sirf mehsoos kar raha tha — bina kisi lafz ke.

Dheere dheere hamari dosti barhti gayi. Main jab bhi uske ghar jata, raat bhar uske kamray mein baith kar hum baatein karte rehte. Kabhi hansna, kabhi masoom jhagde, kabhi gehri baatein... har lamha mere liye ek yaad ban gaya. Mujhe yaad hai ek raat ham dono terrace pe baithe hue thay, hawa thandi thi aur chand halka sa roshan. Main us se naraaz tha ke wo messages ka jawab dair se karti hai. Usne badi khubsurti se samjhaya tha, "Main busy hoti hoon Ali... lekin mujhe lagta hai tum ek waheed shakhs ho jo ye baat samjho gay."

Phir ek baar barish hui thi. Main aur Noor chat par nikal gaye thay. Pani ki boonden gir rahi thein, hawa mein nami thi, andhera tha, aur wo... wo kuch zyada hi khoobsurat lag rahi thi. Uske bheegay kapray, cheekhtee bijli, aur uski woh baat: "Mujhe ye awazen daraati hain Ali"... mujhe sirf uss ki hifazat ka khayal aaya. Us waqt sirf ek jazba tha, mohabbat ka... masoom si khwahish thi ke bas wo pal ruk jaaye.

Hamari baatein aksar emotional hoti ja rahi thein. Noor ke jazbaat main har roz aur behtar mehsoos karne laga. Wo mujhe apna sab kuch samajhne lagi thi... aur main usey uski har khushi, har takleef se pehle mehsoos karta tha. Ek baar mere walid ka accident hua, main uske samne ro pada. Us ne kuch nahi kaha lekin baad mein keh diya: "Agar tum us waqt chup na karte to main tumhari haalat dekh kar ro padti."

Uski rukhsati ke waqt usne mera haath pakar ke dheemi awaz mein kaha: "Ali, mere liye dua karna." Main kaanp gaya tha... wo lamha mere liye sab kuch tha. Main chahta tha uska haath choom loon, usay apne seene se laga loon... magar maine khud ko rok liya.

Lekin kahani yahin khatam nahi hoti... agla part hoga — "Dosti ka Gharoor"

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Noor ki diary se: "Kuch rishtay lafzon ke mohtaaj nahi hote... sirf aankhon mein chhup jaate hain."

Episode 2: Dosti ka Gharoor

Waqt guzarta gaya, aur Noor meri zindagi ka ek ahem hissa banti chali gayi. Uski kami har us lamhe mein mehsoos hoti thi jab wo paas na hoti. Dosti ka ye rishta itna gehra ho chuka tha ke har baat mein, har faislay mein uski raye chahiye hoti thi.

Hum dono ki baatein ab aur zyada gehri hoti gayin. Jazbaat sirf muskurahat tak mehdood nahi rahe... kabhi kabhi uski aankhon mein wo baat hoti thi jo alfaazon mein nahi hoti thi. Mujhe lagta tha wo bhi kuch mehsoos karti hai, lekin dono mein se koi bhi pehla qadam nahi lena chahta tha. Shayad dosti ke khoobsurat rishte ko khone ka darr tha.

Main aksar sochta, agar Noor ki shadi mujhe se hoti... to main usey sirf biwi nahi, apna sabse qareebi dost bhi banata. Usay har waqt itna comfortable feel karwata ke wo har baat mujhse share karti. Usay kabhi mehsoos nahi hone deta ke wo kisi aur ghar mein aayi hai... balkay usay ye lagta ke wo mere dil ke ghar mein kab se rehti hai.

Aakhir woh lamha bhi aaya... jab main ne himmat karke usay apne jazbaat ka izhar kiya. Ek lambi raat thi, chand roshan tha aur Noor ne mujhe phone kiya tha. Ham dono ki awaaz mein halka sa kanpaan tha. Main ne kaha: "Noor... mujhe nahi pata kab, lekin main tumse mohabbat karta hoon. Har rooz, har waqt. Agar kabhi zindagi ka faisla tumhare haath ho, to mujhe mat bhoolna."

Wo kuch der khamosh rahi, phir sirf itna kaha: "Ali, mujhe kabhi kisi rishte ka shauk nahi tha... lekin tumhare sath agar ho, to har rishta qubool hai."

Wo raat meri zindagi ka sabse khoobsurat raag ban gayi. Us din ke baad har din mein ek nayi umeed thi, ek naya sukoon.

Agla hissa hoga: "Nikah ka Noor"

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Noor ki diary se: "Kuch dostiyaan mohabbat ka libaas pehn leti hain, bina maange, bina kehaye... sirf mehsoos karwa ke."

Episode 3: Nikah ka Noor

Zindagi ke kuch faislay dil nahi, rooh karti hai. Jab Noor ne mera izhar qubool kiya tha, to us pal se lekar mere har din ka maqsad usay apni zindagi ka hissa banana tha. Uske jazbaat, uske khwab, uski khamoshiyaan sab kuch apna lagne laga tha.

Nikah ka din ek sapne jaisa tha. Noor ne jab mera haath apne haathon mein liya aur meri aankhon mein aankhon daali, to lagta tha saari kainaat ek lamhe ke liye ruk gayi ho. Uski muskurahat mein sukoon tha, uske lehje mein ek narmi thi, aur uske chehre par woh roshni thi jo sirf ek mohabbat bhari raat la sakti hai.

Nikah ke baad, hamara rishta aur bhi gehra ho gaya. Noor mere saath sirf biwi ke taur par nahi thi, balkay ek aisi dost thi jiske saath har baat ki ja sakti thi — bina kisi dare ke. Hum raat der tak terrace par baith ke apne dil ke raaz share karte, kabhi chand ko takte, kabhi ek dosre ko.

Ek raat, jab main ne uska haath pakar ke poocha: "Kya tumhe kabhi darr laga ke shadi kar ke kuch kho dogi?" To usne sirf itna kaha: "Main kisi rishtay ki khwahish mein nahi thi... lekin tumhara saath kisi bhi rishtay ko khubsurat bana deta hai."

Wo raat, wo baat, aur uski woh nigahen — sab kuch mere liye ek naya safha ban gaya. Ab mohabbat sirf izhar tak nahi rahi thi... ab mohabbat ek ibadat ban chuki thi.

Noor ki diary se: "Kuch dostiyaan mohabbat ka libaas pehn leti hain, bina maange, bina kehaye... sirf mehsoos karwa ke."

Episode 4: Nikah ka Noor

Mohabbat jab khwab ban jaaye, to har pal us khwab mein jeene ka mann karta hai. Noor aur meri mohabbat ab ek nayi manzil ki taraf barh rahi thi – Nikah. Shayad qismat mein nahi tha, lekin meri soch, meri kahani mein to tha.

Main usay ek mehfooz jaga dena chahta tha — jahan wo sirf meri dost nahi, meri zindagi ki humsafar hoti. Usay woh sukoon dena chahta tha jo usne kabhi mehsoos nahi kiya. Har subha uske muskurate chehre se shuru hoti, har raat uske saath khwabon mein doob kar guzarti.

Ham dono ki baatein ab aur bhi zyada close ho gayi thi. Ek doosre ki har baat samajhne lage thay. Noor apne jazbaat mujhse chhupati nahi thi — wo mere samne har baat share karti. Kabhi kabhi uski awaaz mein ek halki si muskurahat hoti, "Ali, tum mujhe samajh lete ho bina mere kuch kahe." Mujhe lagta tha, main uski ruh tak se waqif ho chuka hoon.

Ek raat, jab hum call par thay, maine kaha: "Noor, agar tum meri biwi hoti to main tumhe har roz yeh yaad dilata ke tum sirf meri mohabbat nahi, meri sabse achi dost bhi ho."

Wo muskuraayi, "Ali, tumse nikah ka khayal mujhe darata nahi... sukoon deta hai."

Main us raat chand ki roshni mein uski tasveer dekhta raha — dil se.

Aaj bhi, jab uski awaaz sunta hoon, ya uska naam display par dekhta hoon... to ek khwab jeetay jeetay mehsoos hota hai. Noor ka Nikah meri zindagi ka haseen khwab ban gaya hai — jise main har roz, har lamha jeeta hoon, sirf apne dil mein.

Agla hissa hoga: "Zindagi ka Safar, Noor ke Saath"

*Noor ki diary se: "Nikah sirf ikraar nahi hota... kabhi kabhi ek khwab bhi hota hai, jise har roz mehsoos karna hota hai... har saans mein."

Episode 5: Zindagi ka Safar, Noor ke Saath

Kuch khwab itne haseen hote hain ke insaan unhe jeene lagta hai — jaise wo haqeeqat ho. Noor ke saath mera rishta ab mere khwabon mein hi nahi, meri rooh mein utar chuka hai. Jab aankhein band karta hoon, to uski muskurahat, uski awaaz, uske alfaaz — sab mere aas paas mehsoos hotay hain.

Main sochta hoon... agar uska haath mera hota, to zindagi ka har mod ek nayi kahani ban jaata. Har musibat mein uska saath, har khushi mein uski hansi. Main chahta hoon ke har subha uske saath ek nayi dua se shuru ho, har raat uske saath ek pur-sukoon khamoshi mein khatam ho.

Noor ke saath mein sirf mohabbat nahi... dosti, wafadari, aur sukoon jeena chahta hoon. Usay har lamha yeh ehsaas dilana chahta hoon ke wo meri zindagi ka sabse khoobsurat hissa hai — aur rahegi.

Kabhi kabhi wo kehti hai, "Ali, agar sab kuch tumhare khwabon jaisa ho jaye to?" Main kehta hoon, "To main har roz wohi khwab jee lunga... Noor ke saath."

Agla hissa hoga: "Raat ke Jazbaat"

Noor ki diary se: "Mohabbat har waqt lafzon mein nahi hoti... kabhi kabhi ek khamoshi bhi keh jaati hai sab kuch, bas samajhne wala chahiye."

Episode 6: Raat ke Jazbaat

Raat ke lamhe kuch ajeeb hotay hain. Jab sab kuch thak kar so jata hai, tab dil ki awaz aur bhi tez sunai deti hai. Noor se baat karte karte jab waqt beet jata hai aur aankhon mein neend utarti hai, tab bhi main uski baaton ko dil mein baar baar dohrata hoon.

Us raat Noor ne kaha, "Ali, kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta hai ke main tumse milne ke liye bani hoon..."

Main kuch pal chup raha, phir sirf itna kaha: "To phir qismat ko mana lenge Noor... agar tu meri raaton ka sukoon hai, to main tera har din ban jaunga."

Wo raat thandi thi, chand dheere dheere badlon ke peeche chhup raha tha. Noor ki awaaz mein narmi thi, lekin alfaaz mein ek gehra jazba. Usne poocha, "Ali, agar hum ek saath hotay... to tum mujhe kaise rakhte?"

Main hans kar bola, "Main tumhe apni baahon mein is tarah le leta ke tumhe har gham, har thakan bhool jaye. Tum sirf meri nahi hoti Noor, meri har dua, meri har neend, meri har khushi hoti. Tumhe kabhi tanha hone ka waqt hi na milta."

Us raat hum dono ne apne dil khol kar rakh diye. Koi hichkichahat nahi thi, koi rukawat nahi thi. Sirf jazbaat thay — gehre, khare, aur mukhlis. Noor ki khamoshi bhi kuch keh rahi thi... aur meri saans bhi sirf uski yaadon mein chal rahi thi.

Woh raat aaj bhi mere dil ki diwaar par likhi hui hai. Har lafz, har jazba, har ahsaas — us raat ki chandni mein rang gaya tha.

Agla hissa hoga: "Mulaqat ka Khwab"

Noor ki diary se: "Raat ke chand tale, jab mohabbat apne libaas utar deti hai... to sirf do dil rehte hain, be-libaas, be-dar... magar ek doosre mein poore."

Episode 7: Raat ke Jazbaat

Woh raat kuch ajeeb si thi. Chaand purnoor tha, lekin meri raat ka asmaan us se zyada roshan Noor ki yaadon se tha. Phone uthaya, uska naam screen par chamka… aur dil ki dhadkan mein ek naya raag bajne laga.

"Ali... tum theek ho?"

Uski awaaz mein ek khamosh si garmi thi — jaise koi haath raat ki thandi hawa mein sirf tumhara intezaar kar raha ho.

"Noor... bas tumhari awaaz sunne ka jee kar raha tha... tum ho na, to sab theek lagta hai."

Us raat, guftagu mein kuch aise jazbaat bhi nikal aaye jo hum dono ke darmiyan kabhi the, lekin lafzon mein nahi aaye thay. Noor ki muskurahat mein ek aisi sharam thi jo sirf apne insan ke saamne hoti hai.

"Ali, agar kabhi mein tumhari baahon mein sirf ek raat ke liye so jaun... bina kisi darr ke, bina kisi doori ke… to?"

Main chand ko dekhte hue sirf itna keh saka: "To meri zindagi usi raat mein mukammal ho jaayegi..."

Hum dono ke darmiyan koi lafz nahi bacha tha, sirf jazbaat thay. Har sans mein ek tamanna thi — ke kaash waqt yahan ruk jaye, aur sirf hum dono reh jaayein. Noor ki har baat, har khamoshi ab meri ruh mein ghulti ja rahi thi.

Wo raat sirf baaton ki nahi thi… wo ek wada thi — ke chahe zindagi kisi mod par le jaaye, humare dil ek dusre ke naam likhe ja chuke hain.

Aur main sochta raha… kab wo khwab jo har raat rooh mein zinda hota hai, meri haqeeqat banega…

Episode 7 (Part 2): Raat ke Jazbaat – Ek Lamha Jo Tham Gaya

Wo raat kuch alag hi thi. Har raat ki tarah nahi… is raat mein kuch tha, ek khamoshi bhi thi aur ek cheekh bhi — jazbaat ki cheekh, mohabbat ki... zarurat ki.

Noor ki awaz mein aj kuch aur hi tha… halki si kanp, halki si thakan… aur bepanah apnapan.

"Ali… aaj dil chah raha hai ke sirf tumse baat karun… bus tumse."

Main ne uski baat kehte hi aankhein band karlein, aur kaha,

"Noor… agar tum mere paas hoti na, to shayad main tumhein apne seene se laga kar sirf ye kehta… ke tum meri ho… har soorat mein, har haal mein."

Woh khamosh ho gayi. Uski saansien tez ho gayi thi, aur phir dheemi si awaz mein boli,

"Agar main abhi tumhare paas hoti, Ali… to shayad main bhi kuch kehne ke bajaye sirf mehsoos karti."

Main halka sa muskuraya,

"Phir mehsoos karao mujhe Noor… apne jazbaat, apne khayalat… apni khamoshi mein chhupi woh dhoop jo sirf mere liye hai."

Usne kaha,

"Main tumhare paas hoti, to sirf tumhari aankhon mein dekhti… bina kuch kahe. Phir apna sar tumhare kandhe pe rakh kar chup ho jaati… aur tumhari dhadkane sunti. Shayad tumhari baahon mein wo sukoon milta jo kisi dua se kam nahi."

Mujhe uski har baat apne andar utarti mehsoos ho rahi thi.

"Noor… main chahta hoon jab bhi tum meri zindagi mein aao, to main tumhein sirf ek biwi ki tarah nahi… apni hamesha ki saheli, apni rooh, apna jism, apna jazba bana ke rakhun."

Wo halki si muskurayi… lekin us muskurahat mein aag thi.

"Aur agar main sirf tumhari ban jaun, Ali… to kya tum mujhe har raat itna kareeb mehsoos karoge ke meri saansien tumhare seene se takra kar laut jaayein?"

Main ne dheere se kaha,

"Main har raat tumhein is tarah mehsoos karunga ke tumhein kabhi kisi aur cheez ki zarurat na rahe… na lafzon ki, na hatho ki. Bas ek nigaah, ek saans, ek choo… aur tum meri ban jao."

Noor ki awaz mein ek gehra narmi ka lehr tha,

"Ali… agar kabhi hum dono ek chhat ke neeche hue… to main chahti hoon meri har raat tumse shuru ho… aur tum par khatam."

Main ne aankhein band karke sirf ek tasveer sochi… Noor meri baahon mein, uski zulfon ki khushboo, uski aankhon mein meri mohabbat… aur meri chaahat uski saans ban chuki ho.

Wo raat jaise ek dua thi… jisme hum dono apne jazbaat ka sajda kar rahe thay. Bina kisi shikayat ke, bina kisi hichkichahat ke.